Little complaints

Change is something seldom seen. Much like the beauty of mankind, it may not exist at all. One more promise of socity is broken. One more hope of the abandond child is crushed! Would anyone care? Would anyone notice if one more person disapeared? We are all to wrapped up in our own little, insignificant lives to notice those around us. We look up to others who wouldn't care whether we lived or died, and inspired I supose, we do the same! Then we everyone finally realizes that no one cares about them, they brood. They complain, and they hit it hard! What do they hit you ask? Well it seems that people's favorite pain coper is.. you guessed it! Drugs. Yes they become hoplessly addicted to drug, and blame it on their sick desperation. Which of course was caused by someone else!
Another large problem of people is, we never take the blame for anything thats wrong. If your alone, its because no one understands. If your unemployed, its because they wouldnt cut any slack! Im so sick of people complaining about all thats wrong, but not doing a thing about it! People waiting around for some magic fix! But of course I understand that things arent easy to be taken care of.
But I can't understand, why people choose not to admit that there is a problem? They become so miserable, so depressed. Their problems harden them so much. They would rather be alone and in pain, then admit something is wrong. But why? What do they get out of it? Is it to prove they are storg, but then, who do they have left to prove it to?

Tours

So music is a big factor in my life. I am truely passinate about it! So when I heard that major and lovely and notorious bands like Papa Roach and Avenged Sevenfold plus Buck Cherry and Saving Abel were going on tour I screamed. Which Im sure they would be proud of! Who could ask for anything better? Such lovelyness all packed into one amazing evening! I am still in shock after finding out that, they will be coming to Tacoma on this tour!


Also-- Hinder has recently released their long awaited second cd Take It To The Limit. The follow up to their 3x platnium album Extreme Behavior. In their new song "Take It To The Limit" They feature Mick Mars of Motely Crue! And so Hinder is bringing in the New Year with none other than Motely Crue! Sadely, this tour will not be sharing their magic with Washington.

Get the light!

So this is the first official blog I've ever posted! YAY! My life is currently at a downfall. It appears that everything I once had a grasp on is slipping away. And everyone still expects me to be strong. In these moments of total desparation it appears (as always) that I am on my own. Im alot stronger now than I was when I was little. The moments when every gone, and Im traped in the silence, all the tears begin to flow. I let every thing build up inside me, then when it all begins to come out, there is no stopping it. I think I'm just afraid to tell people how I feel, because there is something about opening up to someone that makes me feel so vulnerable. And it's at those vulnerable moments when people tend to hurt me the most. After trusting them with some much, then meaning so little to them! The lies people tell, intending them to be reasuring! When was the last time anyone ever lied with intentions to help? At this time all the doors seem to be shut, I supose I will break a few windows! Get some light in this fucking place!